Just random stuff

It's okay to feel low sometimes. It's okay to feel you're not up to the mark at your present state. It's okay to be a bit different from others. Things take time. If your friends are doing something different and you feel "why am i not as good as them?" It's okay to feel that why. Everything will come to you too. But that doesn't mean you'll stop trying or just give up saying "This aint my cup of tea." You'll also get a chance to succeed in life. Opportunity will come to your door too. Make sure you grab those opportunities and utilize them well. Nothing happens overnight. Things take time. You will heal from your wounds. You will grow. You will shine. Just believe in yourself. Trust the process. And you'll be fine. Don't be too hard on yourself. Just appreciate the things around. Look around the beautiful world, there's alot to explore and see. It's just the beginning of the journey. We have to go way long ahead. Trus...

many things were left untold, many things were left behind, today I wish I had a chance to tell you so maybe you left me very soon or maybe I wasn't ready to let you go I still wish for that moment with you I remember every moment that was spent with you, moments of joy and happiness you taught me everything  your every lesson lies within me I wish to tell you so many things things that hurt and rejoice me  I wish to share all my successes with you but alas you were gone to soon I hope wherever you are now hope you are happy and free I miss that gleaming smile, I miss your soothing voice  it was hard to let you go but you live in my memories  just want to say so  that I love you the most Aai -Horizon:)

Treat your body like a canvas -Horizon:)

  Growth  One thing that never stops Which will always be along You never stop thriving  You never stop learning Things that happened in the past Let it be in the past It's always a learning Yes, it will hurt you for sometime Maybe it will be difficult to move away But that's the process Learn from them Grow from it Trust me, honey You'll bloom from it Bloom into a beautiful being Let the toxicity flow So you can glow That's how you will grow.  -Horizon:)

I see how people are today People are very toxic today And it's normal  Being toxic and unhealthy with yourself is became a joke or just meme for the day Have you ever thought that one day One day depression and anxiety are nothing but content for creation Today I see people making fun of it Joke about it Laugh about it But think about people actually going through it daily  Being negative is so cool nowadays  Being hopeless is so cool today Why is this so? You may think I can be wrong  But this is my POV What's yours? -Horizon:)

Day and night nowadays feels alike Cuz I'm try to fill a void  A void wide and deep Dont know if that's steep The missing void  Don't know if that will be filled But just hope Not to keep it still Cuz we all know Still gets dirty One thing was learned  No one cares It's just me and my soul All alone That's a truth Cuz forever is just a myth And yet here's me  Still trying to fill The missing void -Horizon:)

I saw him that day Inside out It felt good to see him that way I saw his fingers  I wished I felt them  Running through my hairs Then to my neck Slowly twitching hard His fingers trying to dig my skin His warm breath over my skin All the things are blurry now I can just sense the tense  The tense of pleasure and excitement  His hands slowly grabs my face And next time iknow was I had his taste on my lips Sweet sensual taste His lips felt soft smooth And there's the dream broke I was back to reality -Horizon:)

The day feels long The time has slowed Never thought why But this is so Don't know why These eyes have crystal tears Later it remembers It was for someone For someone this heart beats And still it does There's a smile on the face Like everything is fine But only I know That it's just not fine I wish I had those guts The guts to tell you this  But this naive girl  Is afraid that you'll walk away She lives in a world A world where us live Us live a life  Happy and free -Horizon:)

 Life for me is a complete mess.  I don't get the things that I want.  No matter how hard I try to get it The universe always goes against it.  I see no way out No escapes no hideaway It's a big loophole  I'm stuck in  Don't know if I can make out of it I'm so sick of people imposing their dreams on me But nobody ever asked me Are you okay with it? I feel such a dumb thing  Who something doesn't even deserves a life to live  I'm bad at everything  From keeping up with people to making my own self happy. I don't know what's life has set ahead for me  But for now iknow it's very hard to take in. -Horizon:)

Missing you was never my favorite feeling  It was tough and rough I never choose to feel that way But time and things made me do  The distance sucks Even tho we ain't far apart The consequence sucks But i can't help that Yet the things made me do  Made me feel that way I never choose to I try so hard and i got so far Far with this feeling along Stuck to me Like a forever thing  I hope this feeling doesn't lasts long I hope that I can see you one day Hold you one day Be with you one day One day for sure Cuz missing you was never my favorite feeling. -Horizon:)