Just random stuff

This whole period I've been pretending. Pretending to be happy, consistent, lively and all those emotions where one can not make out if you're sad or hurt on the inside. I've been living a pretended life for all this time long. I pretend I don't feel for you anymore. I pretend you aren't important to me anymore.  I pretend everything is fine between us. But deep down inside only I know it's all a lie. It's a scene pretended in my life. I still feel for you. I care for you. I extremely miss you. Miss you and us. Those talks. Those walks. Those times when we used to hold hands. The time where I used to hide under my bedsheet to write letters and poems for you. The time when you also felt the same way what I felt. I till now don't know what changed you and your mind. I still blame myself to make you feel all the wrong emotions. I still feel whatever happened was my mistake. I would give a million tries to fix this all over again. Rather than to ...

Love is a beautiful emotion. It's an emotion felt in many different ways and it can felt between any two people.  When two people genuinely love eachother. There is nothing holding them back. One becomes other's entire home, a peace of mind, a safe place. They own a very big part of their heart. What I saw today made me genuinely happy that it got me happy tears in my eyes.  He was very scared to lose over a long distance. And hence he ended up things with her. She was devastated after hearing this. She couldn't bear the fact that he didn't belong to her anymore. She had the most terrible 2 days of her life. But she knew right in her gut that she loved him and so did he. And this just cannot happen. She wasn't able to digest this. She had her break down and it was really bad. But she didn't lose hope in him. She was very desperate to talk to him. And she did it. She did not hold herself back. After having a conversation with him. She believed in love...