A Part of Me

I remember that day, back of the ST bus. I remember giving you one letter. In that letter I had mentioned to read a paragraph from the book "The fault in our stars". If you don't remember that it stated the following 

It was a very big deal to dedicate these lines to someone who meant alot. It was one of my favorite book. The characters in that book were very close to my heart . I wanted to have what they have. Perhaps that book changed my perspective towards many things in my life. It's just wonderful. And dedicating it to someone actually meant giving a huge part of me to them and it was a big thing for me.

After almost 7 months of being drifted apart and today when I recall some lines in the book. They are as follows 

Yes it is a privilege to be my heart broken by you. I will definitely take that thing with me to my grave. The only thing that hurting me today is that having that courage again and saying these lines to you just like I dedicated those previous lines. Maybe I'm just too scared to loose whatever sort of relationship I have with you right now.

I know one thing for sure. That I didn't started this thing to be complete strangers with you. Something tells me it's more than that maybe it's not too. I don't know whom to trust at this point. Maybe for you everything is normal today. But for me everything is just the way it was before it fell apart.

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Unknown said…
It is ok bro. Things will get better🥺💞
July 7, 2022 at 12:59 PM
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