3 AM Thoughts

 Life for me is a complete mess. 

I don't get the things that I want. 

No matter how hard I try to get it

The universe always goes against it. 

I see no way out

No escapes no hideaway

It's a big loophole 

I'm stuck in 

Don't know if I can make out of it

I'm so sick of people imposing their dreams on me

But nobody ever asked me

Are you okay with it?

I feel such a dumb thing 

Who something doesn't even deserves a life to live 

I'm bad at everything 

From keeping up with people to making my own self happy.

I don't know what's life has set ahead for me 

But for now iknow it's very hard to take in.


-Horizon:)

Comments

Avantika said…
I loved it❤️
April 6, 2022 at 10:20 AM
Layla said…
Trust me ...You will be fine ,
champ!! 💖💖💖
April 6, 2022 at 10:32 AM
Kasperi said…
Great narration and writing. Things will fall into place soon <3
April 6, 2022 at 6:55 PM
Anonymous said…
Going with the flow is the only escape cause the only way out is to go through. Adore how you live it all with a smile :) ~secret admirer
April 29, 2022 at 12:20 PM
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